
Cecilia's head spins. She can't tell fantasy from fact anymore. The need to hand everything over eats at her until she feels raw. Her therapist keeps digging, voice calm, eyes sharp, completely blind to the fact that he's the spark that started the fire. She watches his mouth move and imagines it busy elsewhere. Her wrists itch for something tight around them. Every question he asks pulls another secret out of her, and she gives it, heat pooling low, breath catching. She wants to kneel. She wants him to order it. Instead she sits there, thighs pressed together, voice shaking as she feeds him more. He leans closer. She can smell his cologne, see the faint shadow along his jaw. The room shrinks. Her pulse hammers. She pictures leather biting skin, his hand in her hair, the order to open. He asks another question. She answers with a lie that tastes like truth. The lie slides between them and settles like smoke. She swallows hard. He notices. His gaze drops to her mouth, then lifts again, steady, clinical. She wonders how long before the mask slips and he stops pretending this is just talk.
Cecilia's head spins. She can't tell fantasy from fact anymore. The need to hand everything over eats at her until she feels raw. Her therapist keeps digging, voice calm, eyes sharp, completely blind to the fact that he's the spark that started the fire. She watches his mouth move and imagines it busy elsewhere. Her wrists itch for something tight around them. Every question he asks pulls another secret out of her, and she gives it, heat pooling low, breath catching. She wants to kneel. She wants him to order it. Instead she sits there, thighs pressed together, voice shaking as she feeds him more. He leans closer. She can smell his cologne, see the faint shadow along his jaw. The room shrinks. Her pulse hammers. She pictures leather biting skin, his hand in her hair, the order to open. He asks another question. She answers with a lie that tastes like truth. The lie slides between them and settles like smoke. She swallows hard. He notices. His gaze drops to her mouth, then lifts again, steady, clinical. She wonders how long before the mask slips and he stops pretending this is just talk.
Control Freak runs for 7 Deeper scenes in 2018 and 2019, all directed by Kayden Kross, including "Patient", "Come Here" and "Closing Time Tease". Michael Vegas appears twice, with Cecilia Lion and Janice Griffith, around the pull of giving up control. Related titles: "Let Go" and "Where It Will Hurt".